I Felt the First Tear...

OMG... if he's going to do this I wish he would just do it. This waiting around to hear from him is killing me. I want to just cry for a week and move on. That's what I did with Greg, well I cried for two days, but then I wasn't as attached to Greg as I am to HIM...

I Feel It Coming...

I'm going to get dumped. Which is kinda funny since we're not really going out. So this makes relationship number 2 that I am going to be dumped even before we start dating. I know its coming because I haven't heard from him in what like five days. So okay I knew he wouldn't call over the weekend... but I called Sunday and well I got a big mouth and I blogged a lot about him. I know he read the email I sent and still heard nothing from him. I pushed too hard and I lost... so I'm ready for it. Yes I'll cry for days and it will hurt wicked bad. I really liked him, hell I would even go as far as to say that I could have loved him forever. The waiting hurts more that the reality...