The sickness

I cant sleep. I cant stop crying. I cant sit still. I need him to call me. Even if he has nothing nice to say. I need him right now!

The secret!

He will call me. He will call me. He does want me. I am good for him. He does want me. He does want me. I could love him.

One more try

So now that i can blog from my phone, i can vent from anywhere. He hasnt called. Im sitting here watching gossip girl trying not to think about him fucking some other chick. I fucked things up because i was chicken shit! If i had a second chance id be different.

I Really Like the Rebel...

Well did I just fuck things up? I didn't do it and he didn't call so my life is the same as before. If I had done it would he still be here? Or would I be left like I was before? I wish he'd call and come back. COME BACK SAYS I... COME BACK SAYS I!!!!!