I'm Not in Love, but I felt Tingles... Remix

Boys, Boys, Boys… Okay so I met a really nice guy. And guess what I like him!!! Yeah and it’s been like two weeks and I am still in awe of him. Wow most of my crushes don’t last that long. But don’t get me wrong I am not letting my feelings get to me. I am so keeping my wits about the situation. Please he may be sweet, talented, amazing and kind now but how long will that last? Damnit you Michael Afonso… you ruined me for all boys. Okay so this amazing boy is a real gentleman… when we play Beirut his drinks all the beer, because I hate beer. And the other night he never let his hands wander south of the border, nor to the mountain tops. Every so often he would stroke my back or shoulder, but it was never in a perverted “Mike” way. It was sweet. Oh, oh, oh… I didn’t even get poked in the back!!! You know what I’m sayin’. But I’m not stupid, and my mama didn’t raise no fool… I wonder how long this sweet respectful act will last. I seem to notice that once you sleep with a guy… he starts to except sex every time, and all the sweet romantic things that they did before don’t happen as often. Mike was such a jerk and messed me up big time. I don’t want to screw things up by being so cold and standoffish… I don’t want to push him away. I am an Ice Princess, but I would rather be alone than get tricked again. “Fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me!!!“ This boy has the same sort of glowing aura that attracted me to Mike… and I think that’s why I am still in awe of him, but unlike Mike’s unfocused energy, this boy has a passion, and a talent. Even if he doesn’t like me anymore I believe in him so I’ll pass his demo on to whoever I can… Which should prove how much I believe in his talent… I do shit for anyone, but my inner circle.