Baby Shopping...

So it is not even December and I am already half way done with my Christmas shopping. I am so proud of myself.
I ran into a weird dilemma while shopping. Well I was buying gifts for the three little babies that I know. And anyone can tell you I’m not a fan of children. They drool, cry, smell funny all the time, and somehow no matter how much you wash them they are always sticky. But for some reason I was fortunate enough to get to know three cute little babies. Now I am still very nervous around children (well small kids that really can’t express their thoughts, feelings and wants with words.) I’m so scared that I’m going to hurt them, or they are going to drool on me. Well just like the Green Eye Lady (check out my friend’s list to find out who) I started to get the baby bug… I find myself not wanting children of my own (at least right now) per se, but I want to spoil one of my baby friends like I would spoil my own child. Okay I will admit this only once… my parents did, and still do spoil me and my sister. I never knew that parents could write off their children as soon as they turn 18. I’m so naïve I just assumed that every parent buys their kids a car (if the child asks for one). I should be more thankful for what I have. I have never been poor. Hell I have never been without the latest gadgets (I‘m such a poser). Anyway I guess I get spoiling other’s children from my mother. The woman will not let anyone forget that she doesn’t have any grandchildren of her own. My mother buys presents for this girl… I think she’s the grandchild of one of my6 mother’s friends. I don’t know, but my mother spends a lot on this child. My mother buys here toys, clothes, and even her Girl Scout cookies (which I have no complaints with)… but back to my original point… There is one little baby that I know that I would love to spoil. As I was shopping I saw soooooo many thing I wanted to buy this child. Clothes… I saw the cutest baby South Pole outfit, and baby Roca Wear… And the toys. I wanted to buy this kid every Leapster system with all the books (just like I had when I was younger). But I’m not the kid’s mother… Hell I am barely friends with the kid’s mother. It would be rude to just spend all that money for a child that I’m in not way related to. It’s times like this that I kinda wish that I did have children. If I had a kid… oh god would that be the most spoiled kid that ever lived… between me, my mother and my sister (who spoils her God daughter like no ones business), and I think my daddy would even be into buying every high tech kiddie crap gadget. Hell he bought me Susie Scribbles, Cricket, and Teddy Ruckspin all the same year for Christmas for me. Yeah I was (and still am) spoiled like that. But get this straight I am NO spoiled brat. 1) Most of they stuff I get I don’t ask for, I just get it and 2) I never that my gifts for granted. I might not like what I get, but I don’t throw a fit. I know that I lead a charmed life and I’m thankful for it. I have great supportive parents, and a strong, badass big sister that protect me from the evil world, and myself.